Deceiving Masks , Horrified Love..

Suddenly I'm famous

and people know my name

KONICHIWA Aliens of PammyPamelaTan.
My mom's belly shrunk on the 12 of October 1995
Currently Studying In Serangoon Garden Secondary
+tag before you leave alrights!(hate nameless creeps)
+if you spam i'll simply bann
+no vulgarities
+no ripping of any properties :>
For me to fall in Love , is like no others , but to just show me your heart
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my heart has been captured

by your funny little smile

I have a big dream out there that awaits me to accomplish it. That's to grow taller. I tend to be hardcore violent when I'm angry & pretty much insane too. Each time when the sky turns red, I'll just be looking back at my past. I'm practically loud and nothing can change that. Being mature is never my thing And being fake is not my cup of tea. I literally ignores the outside world and creep into my own one when I feel that noone understands me.

i don't know for sure

where this is going

alvin
aisyah
afiqah
christine
cindy
Daphne
dian wei
HuiMin
henglin
ivan
janice
Jafna
kayla
kharisma
liyana
li ting
Lutfil
lucas
melissaHo
mithili
Nisha
nura
vivian
Vivien Yip
valarie
sherry
sam
Siti
sybil
sgs girl guides
TengTeng
yingyu
yongxiang
Zihui
Zuen

Read my lips, feel my heart.

Listen to what I'm gonna say

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don't promise me forever

just love me day by day

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cant you feel my heart with the colour of the rainbow? (Wednesday, June 16, 2010 / 10:55 PM)

Where were the stars that were needed to glaze at?~

alrights , I'M BACK !
after 5 days of fun , tears , joy & laughter's .

Day1.
Was already night time when we reach there.
ate at a local resturant , food was yummy! C:
but noone seems to be touching the chicken , O.o , wonder why.
reached the orphanage round 11++p.m , set up our tents right away.
slept around 2 plus , wasnt that tired. talk throughout the night with syahirah.
was fun C:

Day 2.
Was super tired!
even in the morning-.-
woke up at 5!
5 YOU KNOW!
argh ,
worst part was i forgot to bring my cup , so i wasnt able to get any milo or other drinks -.-
dammit! but syahirah and co. were kind enough to share with me. am touched C: thanks :D
was incharge of marketing that day , dinner. -.-
arghhh!
i cant cook! how can you expect me to think of dishes to cook for 23 people!
chicken was a total failure , everyone was only allowed to eat a TINIE WINIE PIECE of chicken -.-
pathetic much ehy?
helped out the painting group when we finish marketing , pity them though. kinda tough i must say.
oh well , the next day would be my group to paint -.-
Gardening i think was the easier task given to us in sabah!
phew! all we need to do is pick out weed , even though it was sunny at that point , but oh well , had fun though. C:
VEGGIE! IT WAS BITTER I MUST SAY! BITTER-ER THAN BITTERGOURD !
but oh well , it was nice C;
tiring night oh tiring day .
at least we really had fun with the orphans there C:

Day 3. (last night @ the orphanage)
did the painting job , and painting mural thingy.
MY SUNFLOWER REALLY SHINED!
AHAHAHAHAH! even bees and other insect were attracted to it , NO JOKE!
gina plan most of it , am proud of her C:
oh well , we really did ALOT of mistakke during the whole time.
really angered the teachers. sorry for that.
oh well , day 3 was really a bad day , so dun really wanna touch on that.

Day 4.
OFF TO THE HIGH HIGH MOUNTAIN RESORT!
REST AND RELAX FINALLY!
though , really miss the orphans there. they really make me realise how much we have and how much they dont. Love.
oh well , hope we really made a memorable one for them C:
2 hours of busride! OR MORE!
camwhore all the way!
slpet throughout the journey , really felt like a pig.
MOUNTAIN WAS B>E>A>U>T>I>F>U>L!
2000 meters above sea-level you know!
AHAHAHA! i sound so suaku -.-
oh well , had fun on the bus too.
went to some sort of garden ? dunno wads the name -.-
was so rural there , lots of insects , was kinda cold as it was on top of the mountain.
oh well , still went to buy ICE-CREAM THERE! AHAHAHA!
MAGNIUM EH! ITS ONLY 4 RM THER YOU KNOW!
too bad there wasnt magnium gold :C
oh well , AHAHAHAHAHHA!
next stop , HOT SPRING! we didnt manage to go INTO the hot spring (as if i want to-.- SMELLY EH!)
but we manage to get in to the cold spring! like noone there one -.-
but it was very serene there. only a couple of boys.
WATERFALL! THERE WAS A WATERFALL!
miss gan even CHALLENGED me to touch the waterfall rock , but when i was about too.
she stopped me ! she said the water current was to strong for me. -.-
and admit she cheated my feelings , CURSE YOU!
AHAHAHA!
oh well , i was the first to go until the deep deep part! AM PROUD! AHAHAHAHA!
something happen then , shall not say , AHAHAHA! oh well , embarrassing i must say :C
AHAHAHAH! OH WELL!
went straight back to the resort , SOAKING WET! pity the bus uncle , the bus seat and drenched , oh well , AHAHAHAHA!
STEAMBOAT FOR DINNER!
GOSH! I ATE ALOT MAN! 2 and a half bowl of rice and 2 bowl of bee hoon.
too much? NOT FULL STILL EH!
AHAHAHA! the instructor still ask if i'm still under puberty -.-
wadthefark? -.-
ate i think 4 eggs or more?
talk about my diet -.-
am i growing fat? NO! really!
still the same weight! WADTHEHELL?
are there worms in my tummy belly D:
OH NO!
ahahaha! oh well , is a bless to eat! AHAHAHA!
played game when we all headed back to the resort.
practically , we own the whole BIG BUNGALOW RESORT! its kinda like a chalet i think?
with rooms and a GIGANTIC HALL! shared room with gina , each had a bed. its like a hotel room C: heater , sot sot one. for awhile SUPER HOT! for awhile SUPER COLD!
oh ya , back to the game.
our group really failed math i guess. we werent even able to achieve A POINT , 1 point only! we cant even achieve. while others achieve 3 or more? O.o.
math? I HATE YOU!
so ya , forfeit were given -.-
guess wad? BANANA DANCE! i was humiliated AT THAT POINT!
GOSH! they even took a video of it -.- and threaten to post on facebook then youtube.
-.- NO PLS NO! D':
argh! but was really funny back then , everyone was laughing -.-
oh well , at least i did my part C:
ya.. after fun , games and laughter.
came the serious , saddening , tears and heartening part.
what the teachers and instructor said about us , ya its kinda spot on.
we cant even achieve Show&Tell , sucha simple task well. well , some of us did.
but some of us werent true* about it.
miss chng showed us a rainbow , she took when it appeared when we're having dinner at the orphanage back then.
she said , back then , she was stressed out and given up hope on us , back when this rainbow appear , she felt that slight glism of hope , as its BIG , HUGE and FULL OF COLOURS.
what she said really stroke my heart. i really totally agree with what she felt and said.
i was there when the rainbow appeared , i was right there infront of it.
the feeling i had back then , was ...
i have no idea how to explain it. but i felt totally cheered up.
i admit , i was totally down at that moment , i feel like giving up all the work i'm doing right then.
i was worn out. worn out. i was lack of sleep , couldnt think right or wasnt as active as ever.
but when i saw that amazing rainbow , which i have never seen in years.
it stroke me. it cheered me up. i didnt bear to leave at any point. i wish it was there , in my heart , that rainbow. i wished my heart was that colourful as before.
that was how i felt...

Day 5.(HOME SWEET HOME!)
was allowed to go shopping at a pasar malam.
was huge i must huge!
LOTS OF THING TO BUY! Spent all my money -.-
by the way , i think i spent the most was on food -.- PIG? ME? AHAHAHHAHA!
ya , so the rest was boring , had fun , really.
gosh , really hope to go back there , really.
so ya , slept throughout the whole flight.
rekha and pavitra kept making fun of me. -.-
HMPH! lmao!
ya , home > bathe > computer > facebook > wall spamed > spamed walls > sleep :D
lovely , isnt it C:

SENTOSA YESTERDAY!
really funny fun fun AHAHAHA!
jokes , unglams , stories.
wow! what a day.
sunburn! UH-OH! OUCH!
cant even sleep last night -.-
had to lie flat front when sleeping -.-
asked lucas how red was my back ,
and he said to me , right side like baboon backside , leftside like red colour pencil.
LMFAO! WADTHEHELL? AHAHAHAHA! DAMN YOU!
KFC-ed for dinner , vivien really can EAT ALOT!
WOW!
so ya.

nothing to post.
am moodless today.
dun wish to talk.
bye.