STILL I HOPE FOR MORE, AND MORE, IN THIS
FUNNY LITTLE WORLD
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Suddenly I'm famous
and people know my name

KONICHIWA Aliens of PammyPamelaTan.
My mom's belly shrunk on the 12 of October 1995
Currently Studying In Serangoon Garden Secondary
+tag before you leave alrights!(hate nameless creeps)
+if you spam i'll simply bann
+no vulgarities
+no ripping of any properties :>
For me to fall in Love , is like no others , but to just show me your heart
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my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile

I have a big dream out there that awaits me to accomplish it. That's to grow taller. I tend to be hardcore violent when I'm angry & pretty much insane too. Each time when the sky turns red, I'll just be looking back at my past. I'm practically loud and nothing can change that. Being mature is never my thing And being fake is not my cup of tea. I literally ignores the outside world and creep into my own one when I feel that noone understands me.

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i don't know for sure
where this is going

alvin
aisyah
afiqah
christine
cindy
Daphne
dian wei
HuiMin
henglin
ivan
janice
Jafna
kayla
kharisma
liyana
li ting
Lutfil
lucas
melissaHo
mithili
Nisha
nura
vivian
Vivien Yip
valarie
sherry
sam
Siti
sybil
sgs girl guides
TengTeng
yingyu
yongxiang
Zihui
Zuen

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Read my lips, feel my heart.
Listen to what I'm gonna say


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don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

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Back to square 1. Revived (Friday, February 11, 2011 / 11:34 PM)

The day I realised I meant nothing to you, was the day I let you go~

HEEELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PEEEEEE-POOOLLLL ^^
YEAP! I'm back to blogging again! Phew , you have indeed no idea wha i've gone through these past half a year.AWESOME.DEPRESSED.THRILLED.
Guess what bloggers! The period of time when i stop blogging , I MET A NEW GUY ^^ yeah , I did went on with him , but only for a few months. Indeed it was sad when our relationship came to an end. But oh well , imma a strong girl who can survive being independent :)
So yeah , I'M SEC 4 THIS YEARRR! WEEEEEEE~ HAH!
Yeah ,
still as childish as forever. Oh well , mature really aint my thing XD

So sch recently. FUN ;) Didnt study much :/ OOPS! ehhh , hehe ^^ Really didn't have the mood to study recently. Was kinda moody and stuffs. Couldn't concentrate on any of my work ;(
But don't worry , i caught up with my individual life , & its going perfectly well now ;)

Went to Gina's house today to play mahjong XD HAH! With janice; jafna; vivien and janice's bf. Addiction to mahjong coming back D; AHHHHH!
ITS ALL JAFNA FAULT! Making me
all-so-addicted to mahjong again now:( HMPH!

Oh well , COMMON TEST NEXT FUGGING WEEK! OHHH-MEEE-TIAN AHHH!
Unprepared mode; ON.
ZZZZZ. Dear maths & science , be gald that you ruined my life. Tyvm -.-

So yeah , OH YA! HAPPY CNY ! Hee ^^ Got fatter recently!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
HEY HEY YOU YOU! How much did you get this year!?
Hee , i got quite an amount here oh. HEE ^^

OH OH OH! TOMORROW'S IS MY TRIBE CHALET OHHHH! HEE~
Got lots of lots of yummy food then! CANT WAIT MAN ^^
Sad thing , i don't really , somehow , kinda , can't ride a bike -.-
Awesome much huh :(
oh wellllll , gonna blog more often from now onnnnnnnwaarrddds.
BRB~

You & your bloody screwed up rubbish. (Tuesday, September 28, 2010 / 9:01 PM)

Stop criticizing our work when you fail as a mentor in every way.



Seriously , you say we have no respect for you? Well , why should we? You dont even act like a teacher , a role model , so just stop forcing us to listen to you. You dont even have rights to criticize our work.
I have enough of you. You are not fit to be a teacher. You accuse us of the things we didnt do and complain to our parents with lies. Are you seriously serious?
C'mon , WE DIDNT EVEN WANTED YOU TO BE OUR TEACHER AT ALL.
Be civilized will you? Stop acting like one when you're not. Wearing branded clothes doesnt make you "high class" , get it?
C'mon , we have other subjects too okay? not only yours! i need time to revise my other subject right? so why are you always forcing us to stay back?
i cant , can never , get it !


dont bother to blog further , bye

I don't wanna be back at the same sopt , AGAIN! (Saturday, September 4, 2010 / 7:32 PM)

Just leave me alone , please. You have already done enough harm to me . ~





I failed 4 subjects in total. Pathetic much ? Need not tell me , i know it myself,
SCREW IT LARH ! i suppose to pass art eh !
that motherfucking bitch mark wrongly then still can pretend nothing happen and say at SA then add back. Worst still she bloody never explain to my mom that she add wrongly my mark and say i hopeless. YOU STUPID BOOBS! YOU BLOODY LIAR!
you say i NEVER LISTEN to people advice , FYI , I ONLY DONT SEEK YOUR ADVICE YOU STUPID NEH NEH !
&& anyways , I WONT HAVE BEEN FUCKING ACCUSED TO BE RETAIN THIS YEAR BY MY MOM IF YOU HAD EXPLAIN WHY MY ART FAILED !
and you know what ? i may have failed many subjects , but guess what , your worst than me , you failed being a teacher ! YOUR THE HOPELESS ONE !
you bloody have the cheek to say I AM ALWAYS THE ONE IN YOUR ART CLASS WHO DOESNT DO YOUR WORK ?
WADTHEFUCK ! IS THAT SUPPOSE TO BE A BLOODY JOKE ? ARE YOU SERIOUSLY KIDDING ME ?
&& mom , i can tell you , as days pass on , i really start to doubt if you're even my biological mother ?
A mom ; is suppose to be someone that a daughter could relate to , someone that i can fucking share my problems with.
But you , i can say , IS NEVER , OR EVER WILL BE , ONE !
I seriously hate it when your talking to me.
you're sucha hypocrite ! STOP ACTING INFRONT OF MY DAD!
I HATE YOU!
I WISH YOU WERE NOT THE ONE THAT GAVE BIRTH TO ME!
I JUST WISH I WAS NEVER BORN IN THIS FAMILY !
I HATE YOU!
screw all the adults in the world ! THEY NEVER LISTEN TO US!
WAD THE FUCK TO THEY WANT FROM US ?
they never listen ! they never understand !
they never love us !
i dun have a mom. i rather not have one .

You're always leaving me when needed you the most. (Tuesday, August 10, 2010 / 4:05 PM)

You're the first man on earth I'll ever love the most , you're the dad I'll always hope for. ~






WHY! why must you always make me feel this way.
why must you always make me feel that i'm going to lose you any moment?
why must you make me feel sad? hurt? unloved? lost? angry? frustrated? depressed?
WHY? why must you make me love you so much? why must always make me hate you so much and then afraid of losing you again time after time , moments after moments ?
Why cant you be like any other dads , healthy?
Why didnt you leave me before my birth? so i wouldnt have any dad to love , to lose.
why must you always put me up with these kind of misery ?
YOU'RE ALWAYS MAKING ME HATE YOU SO MUCH! AND MAKING ME FEEL SO MAD & ANGRY! AND NOW YOU'RE WANTING TO LEAVE? LEAVE ME FOREVER?
I DONT WANT YOU TO LEAVE ME , not now ....
i want you to watch me grow.
i want you to walk me down the hallway when i'm marrying.
i want you to be a part of my life , now , and later.
i want to you play with me like before.
i want you to bring me out for a holiday like before.
i want you to go shopping with me.
i want you to be here with me.
i want you to be healthy please.
i really need you.
i really love you.
papa , please , dun leave me now. i'm begging you.
god , i dun wan him to leave me now.
i love him so much.
god , why must you come to a point , to take him away from me .
why?
if u ever want to stop my tears , let him go pls.
i'm begging you , pls

To understand the present , Study the past. To see the Future , analyze the present. (Thursday, August 5, 2010 / 9:19 PM)

The only one that can dry your tears , is the one that made you cry ~






OHGOSH! tomorrow is the "BIG DAY" already!
i'm like nervous to the core! Seriously , its so not easy being the one standing infront of your contingent :O i can barely hear myself thinking with those chaos all around me -.-
One word to describe my marching now-DEPROVING!
awww man , its getting worse day by day :P dammit D:
ohgosh ohgosh , i hope i march well tomorrow! GOD , HELP ME PLEASE :) THANKS!
sigh ,
IHATEIT WHEN A TEACHER USE A MIC AND SCOLD US* !
stop acting like a hypocrite will you? THANKS :>


YES! OUR CHINESE TEACHER IS CHANGED TO MISS GUO! YESSHHH! FINNALLY!
the boys were like "yesh , she died finally!" LOL! MEAN MUCH! but funny!
i really hate her -.- she and her fake innocent old weak face
SHE IS WORLD'S MOST HYPOCRITE CHINESE TEACHER EVER!
SO YA , FINALLY SHE'S GONE! i hate it when she take out her phone and dial the dm ALMOST EVERY LESSON , and end up noone even bother her -.- pathetic i must say -.-


LAUGHS!
MY MOM ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK! AND I IGNORE IT STRAIGHT AWAY! AHAHAHHAHA! FUNNY! HAHA!

PHYSICS PAPER! AHAHAHA! i think the marker would kill me after she mark mine HAHA! i practically DREW+COLOUR on the paper almost every question.
i even wrote FAIL on it , LOL!



so ya , thats about it. hope to post soon too :)
BYE!